无言

看见了他人实现了自己的愿望
好替他人开心
但是 回头望见 自己却只还站在原地
真的好不是滋味

无论在课业上， presentation， 都还跟不上他人
原来就是有能力的
上去之前明明都还很有自信
而且又不是第一次 怎么还能酱烂？！
在那之后 每个人看起来都蛮失望的
丢 真的很丢

努力过了 在各个方面 真的都努力过了
难道 烂泥永远都是烂泥？！
无奈 真的 很无奈
在接下来 还是那样烂的话
与他 和他 还有他 就越来越有距离了
也不知道 以后要如何面对这更残酷的世界
唉.. .. ..
但是又何奈.. .. ..
再一次的 加油吧

that's not just simple~

:::20 years old:::

::suck!::

ntg different

everything remain the same

my suck english speaking+ writing+listening skill

I really dont know the way to improve it..how arr?

-lack of confident-

-emO-

-that persOn-

-mOOdy-

-yOu-

=SUCK=

how arr?

sigh = haiz

to be honest

I really dont know how to suppress my feeling...toward you

I never expect that I will see that scene

however although feel myself suffocating to think about you

that's enough for me to see you once a day

just like the match I strike to incinerate

it may only a few seconds

you always brighten my life

anyhow

will still pray for you before I sleep XD

~hOnG~

Simple English~

Everything is Fair in this World?
Ironically, We can't gain the same amount of harvest although
we put our greatest Efforts at the same time
For Example, 2 buddies are study at the same institution,
they attend the class together;
they study together;
they play together;
they learnt together;
they put the same efforts for their exam;
but ...one of them able to graduate with distinction and have the chance to study abroad;
and another one only can graduate with pass.
why? what the hell is going on?
In this case, Why we still gotta do our best?
What is the reason we pay for it?
Who can tell me the answer?
you? God? maybe, who know?